Approaching 5/24

Two entries in one night....what is going on you ask?

I was able to pass out in my room around 10:30. My roommate was still packing up her stuff, but since I work in the morning, and worked all day today, I didn't have the energy to stay up with her. Not to mention dinner tonight made me a little ill (I wasn't the only one that's why I know it was dinner and not me being sick). Tally One for adverse throw up reaction towards food served in Egypt.

When I woke up an hour later, it was dark, the other side of the room was empty, and my roommate had left the once always oscillating fan situated with the cool air blowing only on me. She also left me some saltine crackers in case I was feeling sick again. And now here I am unable to fall back asleep. Part of me is sad, part of me is lonely, part of me is a little anxious. I guess i really didn't consider how comforting it was to have someone who every morning and every night is empathizing and relating to the things you are going through. And when I didn't want to go through those things, i could talk to her about something else to distract from the many thoughts driving my introversion. Now it is just silence and isolation and I almost don't know what to do with myself. She wasn't even here most of the time, and when she was she was usually skyping or texting. But all of the little things which helped make this living condition easier are now gone and it is an entirely new adjustment. By the 30th, I will also be packing to move into a different living space entirely.

It's life on the go, job in a suitcase, time spent alone, but it's still apart of a dream I want, and am still grateful for having received so far.

This entry was more so just meant to help me re-unwind and get sleepy again.

Didn't work much so I will read.